I told someone the other day I never go back. Meaning, forward or straight ahead are my preferred direction. Detours are appreciated and veering off is fine too but going back from where I came generally is not beneficial. Of course there are exceptions to this but they are rare; today such an exception occurred.
I went for a long leisurely bicycle ride that was to take me around the lake. They have incredible bicycle paths here that take you under trees, behind houses, along the water, and through parks. They are wide enough for multiple bicycles and seem to be well utilized. I had heard it was 40-45 kilometers around the lake but had no map and honestly was not concerned. I figured I had most of the day to enjoy the sunshine and the spectacular views of the lake. 23 kilometers in I stopped to take a break, and eat a bit of food.
As I sat and enjoyed the view I wondered where I was and if the path did indeed go around the lake. I had seen a bicycle path around the lake but there were many paths and not many signs along the way. Then it happened, the worry...it just sort of slipped in there.
Where am I going? Where will this path take me? What if something happens to the bike? Do i know enough French to describe a bicycle problem? What if I am find a map and I am too far or too tired to ride back? What if, what if, what if???
As I am meandering my way through France these worries are as minor as they come. So as a fairly reasonable person I recognized this AND the response of "well we don't ever go back" as both thoroughly unhelpful and a waste if energy. Rather I decided to continue eating and see how I felt when done.
Wouldn't you know that upon completion I was ready to go? not in the unknown direction but back from whence I came. And not out of worry but out of desire to see what I saw from a different direction. And what I found along the way were items I hadn't seen before and a different perspective of the path.
Sometimes it just makes sense to go back.