Thursday, July 14, 2011

a special message

to The First Family of Scottsdale, the Diva & Papi, the Mover 'n Shaker of Chicago, the LA Girl, the Father of Who-Knows-How-Many, the Italian, the Cubs Fan, the Rockstar, and my family...thank you all very much for your love, compassion and support.

as i was perusing the seemingly never-ending stations on sirius radio, i ran across a song that contained some lyrics that just kind of stood out...as if they were a bit louder than all the rest in the song and as if they were written for me, in that moment.

you must think i'm strong
to give me what i am going thru
forgive me if i'm wrong
but this looks like more than i can do
on my own

i know i'm not strong enough
to be everything
that i'm supposed to be
i give up
i'm not strong enough

maybe thats the point
to reach the point of giving up
when i am finally at rock bottom
thats when i start looking up
and reaching out


i am living the dream, my dream anyway. but it is a bit complicated sometimes and certainly not always easy for those closest to me seeing as i am not around or even accessible at times. despite this fact, i receive incredible support both in good times and bad for which i greatly appreciate and am forever grateful.



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